when words don't come easy...

I tried..really tried to write something to post here but a mound of crumpled papers after, I stopped, only to try and fail again. And it went on for weeks. One proof that I am really trying is when I'm writing on paper instead of directly on the computer..because if I am in the mood for writing, I don't have to work hard on it..

What caused this must be the too many celebrations we had last month. We attended three fiesta celebrations (and have to travel by boat and plane to attend one!), two birthday parties, culmination programs and been bombarded with loud music every night for more than two weeks..all these depleted my creative juices.. LOL Maybe...

Now that we're almost in the middle of June, I'd probably have the juices back. For now, all I can say is: when words don't come easy, they don't.

do i really want this?

I've written lots of what...? well, lots and lots of words really...and I am trying to put them together and make them readable at least...but would somebody care to read and softhearted enough to comment or maybe just to say hi? You see, this would be my 5th blogsite...or is it the 6th? I can't recall exactly.. but what I'm really trying to say is, I wanted to stop posting but like an old itch, it stays......silent for a long while and then the itch becomes unbearable. Damned if I do; damned if I don't.

So do I really want this? Not exactly...what I do know is I NEED to do this. You know, having posted my musings and nobody is reading it? It's like talking to yourself in the mirror. Funny. Ridiculous. And sad.

Some people would long to travel, others would love to dance, or maybe, and just like me, who simply need to write. To each his own itch.